In case of any odds..

I gave up my body to the ocean of the world
I let my pride to become a comedy
Everyone can laugh about it

I know that somebody notice
I know that somebody notice

I defy the crowd
I distract my sight
against something I think it's pleasant

But still,
My skin's tingling
and everyone's still watching

I know everybody notice
I know everybody notice

Now, maybe,
I must find the pill
I must take the pill
I must obey the pill
For a better tomorrow that I still cant find.

Random #1

At the park I saw you sing
I closed my eyes
Didn't even want to think

I tried to lie
But there my eyes
went to nowhere
tried to defy

I couldn't wait for tomorrow
and you're not something that
I can just borrow

Maybe I should be
a little bit patient
I was a little bit struck by
a little bit emotion

Now I will never know
where I should go
Now I just saw you swing
Now I cant think

Puisi Patah Hati

Mari putar kunci kamar
dua kali ke arah kanan
Buat kamar gelap
rebah, lalu renungkan
Mari...

Mari pasang earphone
atau getarkan diafragma
loudspeaker
dengan lagu sendu
Mari...

Mari bayangkan
di sebuah mal terkenal
Berjalan berdua
Makan berdua
Bayar satu untuk berdua
Mari bayangkan
Mari...

Mari mulai melipatgandakan
rasa sedih, miris, ditolak
mentah-mentah
Mari mulai menikmati rasa
yang merangsang kerja
kelenjar air mata
Mari...

Mari berharap
Air hujan turun
sederas-derasnya
dan, demi Tuhan
biarkan menimpa jatuh
di tempat mereka yang
berdua-dua bergumul
Mari berharap
Suara air yang jatuh
makin membuat hanyut
hati yang sudah jatuh
Mari..

Mari ulangi semuanya
Ulangi semuanya
yang di atas
kembali
Mari...

Sampai capek membuat
kantuk
dan kantuk menjadi pulas
dan pulas membawa mimpi
sampai mimpi memberi bunga;
Kamu sedang berjalan berdua
di dalamnya.
Biarkan yang indah bertahan
walau cuma sesaat
dan walau hanya ilusi
Biarlah saat terbangun nanti
letih hati, irama sendu,
kamar gelap dan
semua harapan
akan turun hujan
datang lagi.
M-A-R-I....

This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

I'm going haywire because of..

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

Repetition, intensity are recognition that is why there's..

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

When recognition flew away, attraction is a way
to draw recognition, attraction is repetition that's why there's..

                                  This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
                                                                      This sense of melancholy
                                      This sense of melancholy

                                                                       This sense of melancholy
                                         This sense of melancholy
                               This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
                                  This sense of melancholy
                                                                   This sense of melancholy
                                                                                                   This sense of melancholy

This is libido, Sigmund said.
And who am I if not one of his believers
This sex drive summons...

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

Oh, I fail to conjure
I fail to endure
Those are all failures...

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy
This sense of melancholy

Feed me recognition

Feed me
            Feed me
                       Feed me
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             Feed me
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-COGNITION

Hypocrite(s) React(s)

You fool
shut up!
Mine is the only one
speaking.
MINE'S THE ONLY ONE SPEAKING!
Goddamit.

Anyway,
The world is great
There are lots of friends
and fools also.

What are you saying?
What the fcuk are you saying?!
I was wrong?! FUKC NO!

I am a God
and I will always be a God!

You are all fools
Imbeciles
Idiots
In a garbage dump named THE WORLD!

You are all suck.
Let me pass
Enlighten you with
These things I know
Whatever.

dON'T REASON WITH ME!
I am an absolute
You have abolished the law of the world,
MY WORLD!

Siht.
If I only able to..
Able to terminate you all guys.
I could.
Don't tease me
I COULD.

I would have poisoned your well
But no.
It's not right.
You are all I need
You are all I need

you are you are you are you are you are you are you are you are
all I all I all I all I all I all I all I all I all I all I all I
I Need I Need I Need I Need I Need I Need I Need I Need I Need
Need Need Need Need Need Need Need Need
Need? Need? Need? Need? Need? Need? Need? Need?
Need?! Need?! Need?! Need?! Need?! Need?! Need?! Need?!
NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED !!!!!!!!

SHIT!!!
YOU ARE ALL I NEED
AND FUCK!
YOU ARE ALL I NEED!
andiamnothing
YOU ARE ALL I NEED!!!

What Is It (?)

What is love?
Like,
Really. What is love?

It's a hypothesis
That only wants to be
unproven.

Love is a question
That makes you bored
That is wearisome
Troublesome
Needed not to be answered.

Love is a drug
That makes you high
and eventually
gives you cry
Needed not to lose its addiction

Love is a hypothesis
Love is a make-use item
Love is a tool, to make bunch of fools
Love is lust, you'd like to drown in it

Love would like
to hate scientists
Love would kill
one's logic
Love would kill itself
Love would kill one's self

Love gives, love takes.

FiksMin #4

Bagaimana cara menulis puisi yang miris? menulis puisi yang miris akan sangat mudah dilakukan bila menemukan keadaan yang tepat. Dan kenapa seseorang ingin menulis sebuah tulisan yang bernada miris? karena, ia butuh perhatian dan butuh "bahu-untuk-dibasahi-dengan-air-matanya". Seseorang akan dipastikan berhasil menulis secara miris bila... dia menulis ketika... tak ada teman untuk bicara, lingkungan yang membuatnya hina, seperti membuatnya bukan apa-apa, bukan sesuatu untuk diacuhkan di tengah keramaian. Seseorang akan bisa dipastikan berhasil menulis ketika.. dia sudah.. tidak tahan dengan hidupnya lagi.. hendak menghabisi nyawa yang hanya berlaku satu kali.. menulis dengan ditemani racun tikus dan silet di meja tulis. Bagaimana cara menulis puisi yang miris? Pikirkan sendiri! saya sibuk. Dasar manusia, gak bisa mikir! pake tuh otak! Liat pake mata! Liat pake hati! Pake buat liat orang, bukan kaya hape, benda mati! Peduli dong sama orang, yang hidup, bukan yang mati! dasar bedebah, saya bedebah!
Sudah saja, sudah malam. Saya lelah, dan syukurlah... masih ada gunting tajam di dekat meja.