Lovely Words, then Gone

Alter my depression
Gives way to submission
Where all the apprehension?
Of all my disturbed misconception
Put on my earphones
Forget the world
And everything alive
Or dead
Or alive then dead

Guide me
My imaginations
Of sexual appearances
Fulfill my desire
All of my deeds
The seeds of escapists
Turn my escapades
Into a long run of fake happiness

All the people with masks i made
And let it be put on them
What a beauty
How mind and mindset
Corrupt one's spirit

Indeed
Just leave it
Everything come and go
As your lovely words
Once being thrown at me
Just leave it
All the capabilities
All the noises
The smiles
The laughters
All for my apathy
Vanish them
Without enough presence of sympathy.