You and Your Grave

please,
take me out to your grave
now.
all of these feelings are changing
over time.

someone i'll always miss
the earth where i take my seat upon
the earth where i always put my eyes on
the eyes which always turn wide
making mirrors, and broken.

every sunday
I force myself to carry on
every sunday
i can't keep my feet to move
to where your body now gone.

please,
take me out to your grave.
where our butterflies and pigeons meet.
where the chldren are smiling and flying with their feet.
where our bodies collide and meet..
in eternal place, believed as heaven.

Another Dawn

another pill has fallen
at the right time
when my sanity has broken
this is the place where I was born
and the place where I'm, for the first time,
afraid of not seeing another dawn

all friends set sail and gone
brothers and sisters let themselves alone
the thief took our most precious treasures
all laughters and happiness

another pill has fallen
clock on the wall
seeing through our journey
at the most vivid scenery
a dying unicorn fall
the accursed princess in her eternal sleep forever
a pill fall
send one into the darkest pit among all

another pill has fallen
my heart has broken
the liquid stops to flow
my mind can't let my eyes feed it with any glow
cold struck
numb return

another pill has fallen
a faint steps, almost like a shriek
closing in
coming in
pull all i've got inside, out.

Succubus

Succubus jatuh dan terjun ke dalam mimpi seseorang
menembus malam yang pekat, diam, dingin, dan gelap
mata melihat dalam alam mimpi
dosa besar dan keinginan dari dalam lubuk paling dasar.

Orang itu tepaku, bisu. tak tahu kemana
ia membawa serta raga semunya
antara menuju pintu keluar dari neraka
atau mendekati sorga dunia di depan mata.

Orang itu bimbang,
baik dirinya dan sang iblis wanita
tak mengenakan sehelai benang.

"Aku tak mengundangmu kemari
namun tak bisa kupungkiri.
Kau adalah simbol nafsu terdalam dalam diri ini."

"Maka dekati aku anak Adam.
Jangan kau memungkiri apapun lagi.
Jangan kau mengingkari keinginanmu yang terdalam"

Seorang anak Adam terpaku.
terbangun dari mimpinya, ia bisu.
kenikmatankah itu?
keinginannya sendiri kah itu?
Ia tahu,
mereka adalah keinginan
sekaligus kesalahan terbesar yang bisa saja ia lakukan.