Lovely Words, then Gone

Alter my depression
Gives way to submission
Where all the apprehension?
Of all my disturbed misconception
Put on my earphones
Forget the world
And everything alive
Or dead
Or alive then dead

Guide me
My imaginations
Of sexual appearances
Fulfill my desire
All of my deeds
The seeds of escapists
Turn my escapades
Into a long run of fake happiness

All the people with masks i made
And let it be put on them
What a beauty
How mind and mindset
Corrupt one's spirit

Indeed
Just leave it
Everything come and go
As your lovely words
Once being thrown at me
Just leave it
All the capabilities
All the noises
The smiles
The laughters
All for my apathy
Vanish them
Without enough presence of sympathy.

Wish

Everyone's hoping for a better world to come
where there is no more angels and demons, or
two sides alike collide, then bath themselves in blood
And where there is no more lonely hearts
waiting almost a lifetime for their sadness to be gone

All silent lovers could make their hearts sound,
And all butterflies and hurricanes
burst from their hearts
Love's a comedy that will repeat itself
endlessly, naturally
you'll be hurt, you'll be lost, you'll be gone
then back to the start again.

Where did all the happiness go?
All new-borns stop their laughing
The sun radiates cold light
Moral and values be thrown and be burned to ash
While grenades and rocket launchers arranged a choir
producing chaos and tears all over.